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Subject: (corrected) Alien Entities (Read this one)
From: an39654@anon.penet.fi (Leopold Second)
Date: Wed, 20 Sep 1995 19:04:41 UTC



The Anon server cutoff my post at the beginning. Here it is.


I was the author of a previous sleep abduction (Titled the Guardians) and 
I have had several more powerful experiences since. This is my account of 
the last abduction which I experienced. My last dream sequence contained 
lots of important words and names which I have mostly forgotten - except 
for one:

	NOVASHIP

Does that word have any significance to any of you? I was in a scene (in 
a wheelchair) while a large white-screen film/slide played before me. On 
the slides there were lots and lots of names, dates and other 
information. I was amazed. I wanted so bad to write these things down so 
that I could check up on them later. I tried to memorize these names but 
unfortunately I have forgotten most of them. On that slide were the names 
of two US presidents, some dates and many code words, including what 
appeared to be an acroynm(sp?) of some kind of about five letters. I just 
can't remember what it was.

******************** FREEDOM OF INFORMATION PLEA ***********************
I've heard someone tell me that their are no alien entities because the 
United States Government would admit it or would be visibly benfiting 
from the Alien technology. So, I asked him when then was the Government 
hiding UFO information under it's secrecy laws? His answer was that the 
Government did not have to account for it's action based on wild, 
unscientific and most importantly fantasy and religion based beliefs of 
UFO nuts.

This is the most important question to date and it strikes at the heart 
of Congress' and the Media's refusal to openingly and strongly challange 
the government: If UFO's are not real and are bogus fantasies by sci-fi 
nuts or if UFO's are as unimportant as Santa-Claus and the Leprekuns then 
WHY doesn't the United States Government have secret documents on 
Santa-Claus and other fairy tale characters. Think about it. WHY is the 
government spending money and hiding (they admit it in refusing to turn 
over material claiming that it is secret or pertains to national 
security) information on a fairy tale character?

Can you imagine the government having documents, research papers and a 
whole bunch of top-secret projects to study Santa-Claus?

The answer of course is that either the UFO phenomenon is real or the 
government has been engaged in a century long campaign of disinformation 
propaganda to make it's citizens believe that Extraterrestial beings are 
visiting the earth and abducting people. In either case, the government 
has a lot to answer and the fact that nobody can make them answer in this 
supposed democracy should be enough evidence that something evil and 
troublesome is underway.
*************************************************************************

Anyway, on to the recollection of this dream. Please forgive the poor 
language and convoluted writing style as I was more interested in writing 
an accurate recollection than in matters of writing style. The following 
account is written as I recalled them which is why it is written in a 
an almost delirious manner. My intention is for other people who have 
experienced a similar situtation to write back to me or for people who 
are familiar with the ideas, images or words to tell me what they mean or 
if they appear in films or sci-fiction books (which I hardly read) so 
that I can determine their origin: Man made or abduction inspired.

Okay, Here goes.
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		LEVITATION: Or how I learned to fear abductions
		***********************************************

Last night I had another very powerful and realistic sleep/dream
experience. I had not taken my medication (Imipramine) for the night and I
had had lots of sleep previously.  I left my lights on when I fell asleep
on my bed, my back to the ceiling. 

These are some of the things I experienced but not in any particular
order. 

I was again awoken by the sensation of "night visitors". There was someone
in the room with me and I was being handled by hands which seemed not to
be human because of the length of the nails and fingers.  Immediately I
was afraid and I thought to myself that I cannot believe this is happening
to me. 

My intellect was that aroused that I could reason clearly. In front and
around me, beings from another dimension (so to speak) were man-handling me
and I could swear that I was not dreaming. I prayed, oh please I don't
want to die. I swore: "Okay, I believe, I believe!". I was going to become
a believer in UFOs and EBEs. I had to believe because it was happening
right now to me and nobody would believe this. 

Because of the fleeting and incoherent nature of these night visitations,
I wanted dearly to watch and remeber everything that I saw, felt or heard.
I was prepared to do everything I could not to be entranced by the stare
(or drugs) of these beings. 

I could feel these creatures (it is not clear how many) working on various
parts of my body. I could feel someone using some kind of metal device to
pry loose each of my toenails.  The pain was significant.  Apparently, I
was already under some kind of anaesthesia but my attempt to remain awake
and conscious was thwarting the drugs. I was consciously aware of the
beings pulling each and every toenail from my toes. I was wondering what
the hell they were going to do with my toenails and if they were going to
return them. 

Sometime during the toenail pulling, I could feel some other being holding
my hands and using a VERY sharp metal instrument to shave off tiny
sections of the tip of my fingernails and collecting them in some manner
with another metalic device as the fell downwards.  This was the second or
third time that I remember this being done to me. It looked to me like I
was some kind of specimen being tracked for a kind of biological study. I
have no idea what they would find useful in my fingernails. 

My fingernails were first pulled slightly outwards from their sockets, and
then a portion of it was clipped away. This was done VERY professionally
and calmly. As if they were used to doing lots of these operations and it
had become routine. 

Whenever, they felt that my level of consciousness was too high, I would
feel a long bony finger run across my chest and I would suddenly be forced
to be less aware of what was going on around me. It seemed like they could
force me into unconsciousness at will.  I also observed that despite my
desires, they definitely did not want me to be conscious or talk to them.
In fact, I got the very strong feeling that they almost depised me as a
lower life-form who was intellectually beneath them to allow them to
converse with me. This was the impression that a child undergoing brain
surgury would get if he tried to talk to the nuerosurgons hacking away at
his brain. I remember them putting a very sharp metallic needle into my
back and either extracting some fluid or putting some in. I was scared
before this took place thinking: Do you want to perform a spinal tap on me
or what! I was really afraid and it did hurt.

In an earlier dream a few weeks ago, a similar visitiation occured to me
and this entity that was doing the operation appeared to me to be like a
small, wise chinese old man. He apparently had my skull opened and my
brain exposed and I could feel his tugging and pulling at perhaps sutures
or something. I was so afraid that if I moved or frightened him he might
bungle his job and injure my brain. Then as always, I had to resign myself
with whatever these entities wanted to do to me. So, I assumed they were
extraterestials and asked this one being (through telepathy?) what his
opinion was of the human race? I got what I thought was a humorous comment
from him that that question was an inappropriate one seeing that he was
working on a HUMAN BRAIN. The humor being that he was bothered that I was
asking a question and that his opinion of us was so negative that the
emotions thus ensuing from giving his real feelings might cause him to
lose his concentration. I have to add that I have being a patient in a
hospital where a growth on my scalp was surgically removed and the scalp
suttured. I experienced some tugging and pulling at my scalp and the
doctor was in fact an Asian (though Indian) doctor who I could not see
since I was on my belly and he was working on my scalp. 

In this experience of yesterday, I remember strongly the way these beings
seemed to get a hold of me behind my back and in a second or so, I felt
myself being levitated or traveling at very high speeds with little efforts
on their part. I thought to myself then that they were carrying and
lifting me out of my window and perhaps away to another very far place
away from here. 

Let me add this VERY important information. This feeling of levitation is 
one of the most intense feelings I have ever felt (in the awake state or 
otherwise). They always seem to want to lift me by placing a hand under 
my mid section and then EASILY lifting my whole body as if I weighed only 
five grams. Also, in this case they held me such that my body was at an 
angle and my head was sloping towareds the ground. I could experience 
everything I was one hundred percent sure that I was actually being 
carried and moved around in a very awkward manner. I do not believe that 
they actually did carry me out the window - I have a wire-mesh on my 
window. However, it felt like they were. This is an very integral part of 
my abduction experiences. In a way it feels like some monstrous flying 
demon makes it a habit to "carry me away" for it's nefarious purposes. 
Being conscious of course, makes it harder for it to do this. There is 
also the possibility that was is being levitated by some physical force 
into a "mother ship" where the real action is peformed. Either way, I 
would rate this conscious levitating sensation as being the most 
significant and bothersome artifact of my abductions.

I have the impression that my conscious memory mighy be implanted or that
they may only be the head and tail portion of an experience which was much
longer and most likely experienced in another location (ie. "mothership") 

One thing I am sure of is that these entities can communicate
telephatically and have ways of making us unconscious or planting false
memories or ideas. They also STRONGLY do not want us to know what they are
doing or WHY they are doing it. This feeling is so strong that I sense
some hostility from them when attempts are made to trick or bypass their
mind controlling techniques. 

In a previous dream of several days ago, I was communicated the following
message: 

Q:On who they are and what they are doing.. 
A:Do not ask this question again. You will NEVER know who we are or what
we are doing. And you will not be answered so do not waste your time by
even trying to ask. 

What We are doing requires that you do not know We are doing it. In
fact, we are able to and will create "answers" for you that are misleading
and false based on your weakeness or idealogies.  We will feed you this
false information so that you will be satisfied and content and we can go
on with our objectives. 


Q:On where they come from, and why they are here
A: I was shown a planet among stars and then a second or two later, it 
disappeared. I did not understand what that meant. Was their planet 
destroyed? I don't know. They gave me the impression that there was 
political persecution in their home and so they had come to earth to live.

This leads into another dream sequence where they convey to me that they 
are in fact entering into the bodies of human beings and are many of them 
(normal looking) on this planet. They allow me to touch hands and in a 
few seconds I feel myself being sucked into their earthly body. Btw, they 
are all black people, much like foreign students in an American college. 

The sensation of being in another body is very strange. It is as if I can
see though their eyes but my body is not theirs. Everything looks odd and
as they walk, I feel my point of view wobbling around. The body I inhabit
goes into a parlor of some kind where other people like them are sitting
watching American football or something on the tellevision. They all
appear like your average foreign students and I am really amazed that they
are hiding among us in this way. The body bends over to pick up a remote
control from the couch and from there on my memory is not very clear. 

Since they had already promised to deceive me and to fabricate
explainations designed for my belief system, I am not suprised that the
above experience seems to be a college student's/foreign student's
experience. So take a few million grains of salt with the story. 

In the latest sleep experience, I know that the entities are angry with me
when they take me somewhere far away and drop my on some patch of land
enclosed by a large symbol or shield of some kind. I get the impression
that this entity is going to kill me and when he raises his hand I think
he is going to smash me with them. That is around when I see some symbols
form in front of my vision as if it were a television screen. 

The words: 
                   "THIS IS THE END" 

Is what I remember seeing. I thought it meant the end of my life but I was
not killed and I can't remember what happens next except that perhaps I
end up back in my bedroom and eventually wake up in the same position I
was in in the dream/sleep experience and with feelings of dull pain on the
portions of my body where the entities had worked on. 

I was slightly scared and I took my medication wondering why taking it
blocks out such experiences and if that was part of the "plan". I was just
TOO scared to want to experience another abduction. 

I later on that night I did have UFO and "Visitor" related experiences but
these were mostly in the form of conventional dreams and were not at all
like the wide-awake-and-being-adbucted experience I had had earlier on
that night. The exception was the intense mind control and levitation I
experienced inside the dream being adbucted by a night visitor inside a
dream-in-a-dream! 

There is a lot of other stuff I have not recounted and my recollection of
these grows fainter as the time goes on. However, I think I have captured
most of the abduction event as I experienced it last night. 







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